a new year

with a new year, I'm taking a new approach to this blog. mind you, I'm not quite certain how that will pan out exactly, but to start with, I'm going to stop counting the days that I've been here. honestly, why mark the time like that? and frankly, no one wants to read journal entries for day three hundred sixty, right? I thought so...

so much has gone on in the last three weeks, both internally and externally, that I'm sure that all of you (my readers, as I am cognizant that this does have an audience, however small it may be) know different bits and pieces. the long and short of it is that I am learning to live with decisions that I've made and trying not to curse them. sounds a bit complicated, I reckon, but appreciating the 'now' is high on my list of resolutions, the small list that I forced myself to put together. another priority is to appreciate my friends. not that I don't but I guess I'm looking to focus a bit more on the great relationships that I have from different parts of my life. if nothing else, 2004 has taught me that friends are tres important. (is this all just so obvious? I know, but sometimes I lose sight of things, hence the increased focus on this note.)

with that all said, I don't know how that actually gets implemented on in daily life. breathing in and out and remembering each day that I'm lucky to be in london is a start. what remains to be seen after all of that is going to be the tough part.

now I'm rambling and I trust that each of you have heard enough new year's resolutions the way it is. so let me just say that I hope that 2004 has made you a bit wiser and that 2005 is a good year for us all.

my love to all.