day one: london and all of the emotion that comes with it

it seems that my ambitiousness always gets the best of me, especially in the first couple of weeks when I feel so emotionally scattered that I just want to pitch the whole idea that I have (this one being london). have arrived to london, staying in a multi-bed room in a hostel in camden and attempting to find a place to live. new places are great...I'm all for it. I'm just having severe detachment feelings right now...my room, my friends, my city. that will all come together here, I know, but I want it so badly now. physical exhaustion doesn't help the fact, that's for certain.

nearing the end of my time in the internet cafe. going to revamp myself, make some rooming phone calls, and try to settle in this transition phase as best I can.